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Cinta?

Dalam perjalanan aku ke semerata sana sini mahupun di dunia internet dan juga TAK…aku dapati sebenarnya kaum Melayu ni (aku Arab…ceh…), sembunyi2 minat pasal bidang ‘cinta’. Ada beberapa blog yang aku jumpa peratusannya tinggi pelawat sebab ‘menampal’kan soal cinta di posting utama. Tapi sebenarnya……(eh kejap, nanti sambung…ada org datang plak..Hishh!!! Kacaunya!)

Demi Cintaku Padamu


Surat Cinta Ahmad Fuad

Khas, buat yang TerIstimewa

Semoga berada dalam keadaan sihat, tenang melalui kehidupan seharian…

Iye. Boleh di katakan sudah sekian lama saya menghilangkan diri. Saya hilang kira sebab detik sepanjang kehilangan saya itu, penuh di isi dengan penderitaan, kesedihan, kesakitan, kesengsaraan, kesunyian serta kerinduan yang amat sangat. Kalau awak di tempat saya, adakah awak akan ‘memangkah’ kalendar mencatat memori berkenaan hari-hari yang telah di lalui? Bagi saya, saya hanya membiarkan ia berlalu sehinggakan sudah tertanam dalam diri: ‘jangan di-tanya tarikh pada aku’ sebab aku tak ingat. Aku khuatir tidak akan dapat memberi jawapan tepat. Seeloknya kalau kamu seseorang yang mementingkan haribulan, tanya saja pada orang lain.

Begitulah. Setiap hari aku rempuh tanpa apa-apa perancangan mengikut jadual waktu. Bagiku, setiap hari adalah satu lagi hari yang terpaksa di-‘hidup’ dan tabah menghadapi apa jua yang mendatang. Disamping itu, mencari kekuatan menyiapkan kerja-kerja yang bertaburan terbengkalai di sekitaran ku.

Tapi yang sebenarnya: saya sendiri tak pasti; sama ada saya, atau awak yang menghilangkan diri Nampaknya; kita sama-sama hilang

Fantasi Bulan Madu


“Demi Cintaku padamu, ke mana pun kau kan kubawa…
Ke hujung dunia ke bintang kejora…
Demi Cintaku padamu; ku korbankan jiwa dan raga,
Biarpun harus kutelan lautan bara…

Bulan Madu di awan biru, tiada yang menganggu…
Bulan Madu di atas pelangi; hanya KITA BERDUA!…
Mengecap nikmat cinta…yang putih tak terbanding sesuci embun pagi….

Andai dipisah! Laut dan pantai…
Musnahlah ilham!!!…Hilang pedoman…
Andai dipisah, cahya dan bulan.
Gelap gelita!!!…PUNAH asmara…”

Dari petikan ‘dasyat’ gitar solo Hillary Ang, nada intonasi Amy Search yang menaikkan bulu roma, irama yang mampu ‘membawa jiwa’ hinggalah ke lirik yang sungguh powerfulIni-lah lagu slow rock terbaik pernah Malaysia ada…Ia telah berjaya membuatkan golongan mat cintan dan tak mat cintan; mengenalinya. Sini aku sertakan video clip lagu tersebut (yg ori punya diaorang duduk dlm kapal terbang.)



PS: Aku menyaksikan konsert diaorang di Taiping…lama dahulu. Dan, untuk sesiapa yang pernah mengalami peristiwa cinta sejati; tentu tahu bahawasanya lirik lagu tersebut adalah benar belaka. Semoga menghayati!

Ardmad…

It has been a long time……

Yes, and I thought I was dead already…But sadly; I’m still alive. And truthfully; I don’t know why. Never mind about we human must endure life and struggle towards our fate made by God. Sure. I believe that is everybody reason (regardless of whether they realize it or not). But again, seriously; what the heck I’m doing on this dank earth?

I hate Propecia!

Propecia, viagra, meridia, vicodin or whatever, I hate those! These are the kind of spammers who gonna leave your blog with a wide, nice, toothless smile in your comment box. Why are these people always use these kind of marketing method to promote their products? They are worser than any other spammers there is. I guess that; they never learn the right way because they are too obsessed with getting their p#@^e$$! up. If you are one of those who brought bucket of pills or any other pharmaceutical item to be promoted here, then I suggest you hit the road. Or I will personally scope your head with that bucket of yours!

For you who are not the type as described, and someday thinking about setting up a blog (especially in WordPress), then you will encounter these kind of spam in your early days. Block it. Using the Akismet plugin which come with the standard installation of WordPress. (Yes. People are too lazy to install it even if it’s free. Because it requires the API key which needed you to create an account with the WordPress.com, not the org. Me myself only install it after month of months; after those damn comments seldom hit my blog.) Don’t block it; if you are so, so lonely that killing yourself might seems the only way. At least, those sweet lies (given by the propecia, viagra, vicodin etc.) will light your days up a bit. (At the end, you will die anyway…because sooner or later, you will burst in anger looking at those sweet lies every now and then. You will shoot the monitor (first, if you intend to use a gun), and then you will SHOOT yourself!)

Note: If you are in the category of using the proper way (by using Adwords or any other user friendly approach), then I apologize. Don’t add to your marketing campaign with the like of what I’ve just described above. I do admit that people sometimes (or truthfully; most of the time), needs medication (drugs, I suppose). But again; don’t screwed your own business by implementing these kind of spam tactics.

My Expression

Tonight, I feel that after all these years, I’ve been cruel to myself. Why? Because at that very time, I handle things as though I will get better in the (near) future. The fact is; I never knew when that future might be. Maybe it’s true that my financial income will increase, my looks will improve, my skill will sharpen, and so on; things that related to better lives, better performance. Although I can feel it, but still; I don’t know when. Because of this miss behavior, I’ve lose things that should have been mine at that time just like that… (Like the wind blows…)

Example; if I had only 1 cents in my pocket and at that moment a beautiful lady was there, sitting, waiting for me to ask her for some small meal (hang-out), then I have to figure a way how to actually make it a wish come true. Not another ‘maybe next time, when I have the money’…pah!$#@ The thing is; when I really have the money, that lady were never there. She is some kind of a fate made; appears in a situation when I’m in that kind of budget. To me, sometimes we must accept probably this maybe one of the God test to see whether we can handle it or not.

Realizing that, so from now on, I dramatically change my lifestyle. With or without, I’m going to stay put. And that is to be ‘Me‘.

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